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i nair'd basically my entire body from the neck down, and...

2020.09.16 00:31 prismtrans i nair'd basically my entire body from the neck down, and...

honestly? holy fucking shit. i haven't felt this good about my appearance in more than a year... i don't know that i'll ever go back!
i'm not really sure when it started. was it when i started growing body hair? after my surgery? i know that, a week or so after my surgery, it hit me that i had "made a mistake". it passed shortly, but i insisted at the time that i was too flat, i was too flat, it came out wrong, i looked so different from the men around me. really, i still agree. i was made too flat, and my nipples are not positioned where they should be, and i have these weird little squish pockets next to my armpits (not dog ears, i think, but what do i know). i lament the loss of sensation and nerve damage in my nipples, because i know they used to be much more sensitive. i'm praying that sensation will someday, somehow return. i know it happens to some people, and i'm really keen on being one of them.
recently, i've been in such turmoil over my chest that i've been considering the options for another surgery. i haven't gone so far as to do detailed research or look for a surgeon, but my ugly and uneven scar, hatred for how broken my body feels, and downright regret are enough to make me consider the risks and cost.
another qualm i have with my appearance is my stomach. i vaguely remember a time where it was relatively smooth; now it is naturally a jungle of dark, course hair. i am overweight and most of that shows in what now looks like a beer gut. when i had breasts, it wasn't that bad; i could dress myself up, look at my body and think it was sexy, even if it felt out of place at the time. now, because of how flat the center of my chest has always been, i have a gut that sticks out several inches under clothes. even if i had never had breasts, i wouldn't have had a chest this flat due to my weight. i regularly despair over it. the dark, long hairs over my pale skin emphasised the issue and i believe i've become somewhat dysmorphic. i have proof of this:
using nair to clear out the improbable amount of hairs on my chest, stomach, legs, butt, arms, hands, feet, and back made an instant change in how i view myself. i suddenly looked thinner, stronger, prettier when i saw my reflection. like i could wear a crop top and not feel "creepy" and "gross". like i could wear a skirt and be just fine. like i can show pictures of myself to my friends and not have to apologise. like i am finally worthy of being desired by my partner. the shape of every part of my body is suddenly nicer, from the angles of my calves, the roundness of my butt, the size of my thighs, the curve of my waist, down to even my stomach and weird chest. not perfect, but you know... better.
...i bought myself some breast forms yesterday.
i don't want anyone to look at me and see a "failure of the medical system to catch the fakes" or "proof that trans people are just delusional". i needed, desperately at the time, to take testosterone. it was a step in my becoming independent, in becoming confident, and in learning to fight for myself. i had to fight and work and sacrifice and bide my time to get it, and fight i did. and my gender is still not "cis woman" - i don't know that "woman" is even involved in any way other than appearance. in a sense, i feel sort of like a pioneer. not that no other nonbinary person has ever existed, and i know i'm far from the first nonbinary person to transition. i know i'm not even the only one to "detransition", though i wouldn't use that word for my own journey - these are just some extra steps in my personal transition. i feel like i have to defend every statement i make as if i'm not allowed to exist otherwise.
i feel like i lack peers. i've long felt like i was out of place in the trans community (especially when i tried to be ftm), and i've always known i was nonbinary. it was stronger at different times in my life than others, but it was consistently on the masculine side of the sliding scale, even when i was a "soft boy". but now that i'm really being honest with myself, honest about what i want instead of trying to hide it to stay respectable (to both my trans peers and to those around me, especially my family), i have nothing but fear for the journey ahead of me. i can only see a path where i'm rejected by many and misunderstood by most. part of the reason i have always dreaded being part of the trans community was because of others, even other trans people, boiling my experience down to some stereotype that i had no relation to. the label just wasn't worth it.
i am still questioning and still learning what it is i want out of my transition. i am stil fearful of being rejected by both my trans peers and by a society who has no explanation for my existence other than "mistake". but i know that ditching the body hair was a big step in the right direction, towards living true to myself.
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2020.09.12 19:55 LeTheTea 26f finds out after two years that her 30m partner slept with his ex while we were broken up.

I am a 26 female. My partner is 30 male. We have been together since 2016. We broke up twice in our relationship together. Both times at his request. I didnt want to leave. The first time we broke up I actually moved out for about 4 months and it was in 2018. During our first break up we both talked to other people while still remaining in touch because I have kids from a previous relationship but he became a father role and took on being their dad. So he would come see the kids on weekends and what not. Early on in our break up we didn't see eachother for a little while. Maybe a couple of weeks? But I don't even think it was that long however my memory is shit.
So anyways during this break up he went and had sex with someone. I know he didn't cheat. I know we were both flirting with other people but for some reason this hurt so bad. For one, I only just found out about it. We were having issues recently and I asked him if he had sex with anyone at all since we got together in 2016. He answered yes. I immediately knew who the person was but I idiotically asked "who?" He told me "You arent gonna like it." Which confirmed I knew it was his ex. The ex that they lost their virginity together with when they were both teenagers. The ex that he spoke to his friend about when we broke up and he said "I'm getting that girl back." Talking about the ex. Not me.
Now we are honestly in a much solid place in our relationship. It took a long time. We struggled with communication and I struggle with depression which caused a lot of issues in our relationship. But we have since been good. He just has been stressed about work and overworked so we haven't spent much time together which prompted me to get into my feelings and ask the question.
Since it happened two years ago and he essentially lied about it for this long that bothers me. Yes, he honestly told me now but why now? Did he think it would hurt less? I cant help but feel betrayed for some reason. I know we weren't together. However it still hurts.
I'm honestly not even angry. I just sat there and cried. I had so many questions I wanted to ask but I didnt really want to know the answers to them and already regretted asking if he slept with someone. He began telling me why he did it and that he thought we were really over especially because he knew I was flirting with someone. And I do understand that but I cant help the way I feel.
Now let me say this, I know my partner wants to be with me and I know he loves me even after all this. I know people make mistakes. Regardless of all that my feelings are still engulfing my mind. I cant help but think these thoughts.
1.) "Did he enjoy it?"
2.) "Does she think I dont know and that she one upped me? That they have some secret between them two that is special?"
3.) "Does he stil have some feelings for her? Maybe he is suppose to be with her and I am in the way because of his feelings for me."
4.) "I havent been able to give him a kid and miscarried twice. She probably can. I wonder if he thinks about that?"
5.) "Even though we weren't together I feel like we always knew we would get back together. Atleast I did. He was my spiritual partner and the person I am closest with. How was he even able to sleep with her?"
6.) "How was he able to have sex with me after the fact and keep this secret? I feel like anytime I ever get intimate with him I am going to think of him having sex with her. I mean I stayed in bed all day today until he left because I am afraid to even look at him after finding this out."
7.) Last night he started telling me why or I guess how it happened. He started with "She knew what was going on between us because I kept telling her. I kept telling her I messed up and wanted you back. Then one night she sent me a picture of her drinking in the bath tub." And i cut him off right there. I didnt want to hear anything else. I felt physically sick. A part of me wants to know everything but I know I won't recover from it. I cut him off and literally went into our bedroom and as cliche as this sounds i cried myself to sleep.
I know this is something I have to deal with. I know i either need to come to terms and forgive him if I want to be with him or break up. I know in my heart I'm not going to break up with him so option 1. But I dont know how to go about this process. Especially with all these thoughts in my head. I guess I just want to vent...and a part of me wants to know if anyone else has gone through something similar and how you came to terms with your feelings.
TLDR Me 26 female and 30 male partner break up over mental health issues. During the break up he slept with his ex. Lied about it for 2 years until I randomly asked the question again. Trying to come to terms with feelings and thoughts.
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2020.09.11 14:00 TheKid9484 HELP! IM LOST and dont know what to do! PORN ADDICTION

So this is probably gonna be a longer post. It took me a lot to register here and actually make up the decision to write here and ask for help. I just reached a point where i dont know how to stop it.
2 or 3 Months ago i decided I need to stop masturbating and watching porn because i felt it does not seem natural that i cant go a day without watching at least one pornvideo or masturbating. It was so bad that as soon as i was alone at home id watch porn and masturbate. Sometimes i even spend a whole day just masturbating and watching porn. I am 27 years old now. I do have a sex life which was/is also a reason why I decided I should stop. In my last relationship or sex in general I used to have the problem that i could not keep up my erection. After some time it would just go soft or be semi hard which was realy frustrating. I could fuck for hours without coming but then again how much fun is that when ur dick is just half as hard and you dont feel that masculine or "enough" to your girl/partner.
I spent some time reading about masturbation and nofap I also listened to the audiobook "your brain on porn by gary wilson" and realized that my dick is probably not sensitive enough anymore due to all that masturbation so I thought stopping might help with that as well. I also realized that many things he said in the audio apply to myself - watching trans porn or bestiality just because "normal" porn couldnt do it for me anymore or i just had periods where i felt bored by it and as soon as i had an orgasm I was like "wtf did i just watch". Postnutclarity is no joke.
Anyways I decided and started doing so. Stopped watching porn and masturbating. The first week it was realy difficult but i managed to do it for two weeks but had a relapse. I felt so bad and dissapointed in myself. But I didnt want to give up and just started again and I managed to stop watching porn. But then the next problem came. I started looking at all those half naked females in social media and ended up following Telegram channels of (nude models). Or even worse followed snapchat channels that would show naked females or those short clips of people fuking. It felt like whereever I look I see some kind of porn! Even worse I started "masturbating" but only to the extent where i felt I was about the cum and then stopped! In my brain it was like "hey if i dont cum it doesnt count right?" - It went on like that for some time and I would be softly stroking my dick because i just couldnt live without that feeling of having an erection.
I went on dates and even had sex. I realized that not watching porn and not masturbating every day did actually help me. My erection was rock hard - I didnt know when the last time was that i had such a hard erection during sex and it felt great. The only downside was that I had no control and instantly came. BUT even after I came I had an erection and could go on. Only problem was that the majority of the women actually did not excite me. I was not realy into them and as soon as i came i was like "wtf am i doing here"
My mind/brain is all over the place and i feel so lost and I dont even know where to start. I work out regularly - I am pretty fit actually, I do martial arts and sport and a healthy diet are pretty much my life style. (I am mentioning this because I read many times people giving advice to work out and have a routine - not working for me)
Now furthermore I somehow ended up watching some stuff through these fukin telegram channels that i shouldnt watch. At first I was just curious and I was like wtf and it didnt bother me anymore, just went on. but after some time my curiousity and urge to watch more of it overgrew me and now im stuck watching some shit that i realy shouldnt watch and im relapsing and masturbating. not to the extent i used to but still lost control. And whats annoying me most is, that as soon as i orgasm I "come back to my senses". I delete all the porn, the safed links and whatever. But just an hour later or the next day the urge is back and it starts again. I managed to delete these telegram channels and snapchat channels but i stil watch that other shit i shouldnt watch. I feel like whenever I make one step progress, i make two back or sth like that.
And now Im in a phase of "reboot" where I either have troubling getting a hard on (when i play with myself) or I instantly cum. I even had the problem where i started playing with myself and my dick was still SOFT and I came!! I didnt even know that this is possible. I am just frustrated because I read that other people reach a point where they dont have the desire at all to have sex and masturbate. I think they called it the flatline? I just wish I could get there because at least then I could focus on the other things in my life and get my life back!
I just feel like I lost all control over my life. I started a new amazing job a month ago where I basically can work from home and phone and laptop. I love the job but i just dont get shit done because im procrastinating like every day. I feel like Im trapped in this cycle of porn and masturbation and dont know how to get out of it! I dont want to give up. I try it everyday and i do manage not to "cum" for several days or even weeks but I just dont manage to get rid of it completly! Like I said i keep playing with myself or even watch that fuked up shit i mentioned before for some time or even the whole day. I come up with excuses why its ok to keep watching. I know its just my brain asking for stimulus and what not. I just dont know how I can make it stop. I feel like if I dont get help or someone I can talk to about it I will lose this fight and give in!
I just want my normal life back, being productive and doing the things i used to love and enjoy. like going out and doing stuff. I dont know what books I should read to finally get the advice I need.
If there is anyone out there who read all of this and can relate or knows how I feel. Thank you very much! Taking the time reading all of this , i just dont know how I can thank you. I rly appreciate it!
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2020.09.04 12:54 Thuzacria Tifu by taking the BK slogan flame grilled a bit to literally.

So my partner and I had to work late and we only had 1 hour to eat after work. So we decided to get Burger King. I was done a bit earlier so I went and got our order. When arriving home my partner was stil working even though she should have been done 15 minutes prior. I didn't know how long she would need still so I wanted to keep everything warm. As so often I went to my oven and turned the settings down to 80 degrees celcius and only lower heat(it's an oven with heating elements on the top and bottom). I then went to empty the dishwasher to find myself walking to the next room with an oven dish to put it in the cabinet, when I walked past the oven to see my bag of BK engulfed in flames in the oven. Standing with an oven dish in my hands thinking what the fuck I should do. Putting the dish away opening the oven taking out the bag with bare hands to put in on the counter, just to realize it was full of dish I had just taken out of the dishwasher. Running around with a burning paper bag. In the end just putting it on the floor,. Having the oven dish near I put it over the bag to douse the flames.
After inspecting the oven how the fuck this could happen, I saw that I had not put the oven on lower heat but on gril setting (the heating elements on the top) which, ofcourse, touched the paper bag and set it all ablaze.
Needles to say the food was ruined, ash all over and I had to get new food.
Tldr: wanting to keep my bag of burger King hot I put it in the oven. Put the oven on wrong settings so I set my bag of food on flames.
Picture: https://imgur.com/a/OvZSVdM
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2020.08.27 09:23 lylevbrown Kizomba

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2020.08.24 15:25 devil0o October 1995 Nitro Reviews (I'm erasing the original source sorry for this)

Quick update on how I'm doing this, I'm watching a month worth at a time and reviewing. This will take longer once Nitro goes to two hours and even longer when it went to three hours.
Episode 5
Mongo has googly eyes on his dog, Flair interrupts the announcers and annoys them by calling out Arn.
A recap of Giant, Savage & Luger brawling, well not so much a recap as playing almost the entire match without edits even on the slow parts.
Luger v Savage: fast paced exciting solid match until Giant interferes knocks out Savage, Luger takes advantage and wins
Disco Inferno dances on the ramp prior to the next match
Eddie Guerrero vs Dean Malenko: from 2000 to 2012 this was the primary indie style, an actual wrestling match the reason I liked WCW better then WWF at the time (which is why in the middle of the match, they cut to a Hogan promo) Eddie pins Dean great television match'
Hulk Hogan does an in ring promo (dude in the front room looks like the guy from Entourage with the goatee) this promo says "Big Stinky Giant" makes me question why I got into wrestling...then I watch modern wrestling and realize never mind. At the end Hogan high 5's fans and is attacked by an elderly lady who is actually The Taskmaster, with the Giant, they shave his mustache. The American Males & the Nasty Boys interfere and try to save Hogan. they all get knocked out by the Giant, they have done a great job building him at this point.
Ric Flair vs Arn Anderson: a great battle these two go at it solid until it ends with Pillman attacking Flair. Its the best match so far.
Episode 6
They are in Chicago, The Brain has a Bears jersey with a ? on it, I want it
Sting talks about Savage & Luger and about how he wants them to get along but is tired of the fighting,
The Shark vs Sting: quick squash match does it's job quality, Sting looks awesome in victory
Sabu vs Mr. JL: solid midcard match, Sabu actually wrestles and does it well
Sting, Luger & Savage chat session about trust and frustration; Sting sets up matches as Halloween Havoc for both of them.
Chris Benoit vignette poofy hair
Disco Inferno dances until he is interrupted
Big Bubba Rogers vs Hawk: match is going well modern fans wouldn't get this nothing flashy but nothing slow. Disco Inferno starts dancing on the ring apron. Hawk beats him up outside losing with a countout.
Hulk Hogan comes out in all black for a promo. The Chicago fans are noticeably booing Hogan. This was the time when things changed, when the fans took power from promoters for better & worst.
Coming back from commercial break, the announcers are talking and two guys that look like they wouldn't be allowed to Walmart's mask enforcers dressed like cops whisper in Bischoff's ear. Its non sense about Chicago PD keeping Hogan and Giant desperate.
Ric Flair vs Arn Anderson: steel cage
WCW;s audio sucked and the match reminds that WCW in its prime was better then the WWE. Flair played it up in the ring but not to the crowd, which looks better then everyone trying to get holds directly to the center camera. The action was done for the crowd not the television audience which is actually better for the television audience because then they are watching a staged sport instead of an acted fight, this was so good. Arn was tossing flair into the cage and it was looking so good. Pilman tries to interfere Flair stops him with a punch. Turns around and hit Arn with a double ax handle swear its the first time I've ever seen him hit it. Flair tries to slap on a figure 4 Arn punches him with brassknuckles he's out, Arn wins.
Nitro's wrap with the announce team is interrupt by a berserk Ric Flair challenging Arn & Pilman to a match, The Chicago fans are audibly chanting "Hogan sucks" throughout the entire tease for next week.
Episode 7
Diamond Dallas Page vs Johnny B Badd: TV Championship match
Johnny is over like rover with this crowd; Page hits him with the belt before the match knocking him unconscious. Page acts foolish for a while attempting and self counting pins, the Diamond Doll is not happy.
Eddie Guerrero vs Chris Beniot
The network describes this as Eddie Guerrero has a singles match
MULLETS, oh my god, MULLETS, Benoit wins, and I don't think I need to say this but it was perfect. If someone was a novice into wrestling and started watching this match they would understand wrestling.
Mean Gene shills the WCW Hotline ('memba?) then GIant & Sullivan come out and say Evil so much it means nothing.
Disco Inferno dances (how many times have I typed this?)
Meng vs Hacksaw Jim Duggan: I never got the appeal of Hacksaw, I love America too but still he sucked Meng wins
Hogan gives a way too long promo in all black
Anderson & Pillman vs Flair & Sting:
In a flash back to WCW Pro (?), Flair asks Sting to be his partner. Sting warns him basically if you fuck me I will fuck you. Match starts as a handicap match, great pacing great psychology. Sting comes down to a massive pop. The Brain says "for a team that hasn't better together for 5 years they are looking great together." meanwhile the match has actually broken down into a brawl and they aren't actually tagging, Sting is on a roll destroying both men by himself. The 2 Horsemen run and the match ends in a double countout.
Sting & Flair agree to tag at Halloween Havoc.
Episode 8
Savage vs Kurasawa: Bischoff won't shut up about Kurasawa breaking Road Warrior Hawk's arm. I've noticed watching alot of Japanese wrestlers of the 90s something, I never thought I would say. I understand Kenny Omega's facial expressions. The over exaggerations and weirdness of the facials make sense to me now. It's how he thinks he should wrestle because of growing up on this. Savage wins damn he makes everyone look good not the Kurasawa is bad, in fact the opposite, very good.
lights go out, King Iaukea appears on the screen giving an unintelligible promo that reveals a iceberg that looks like a Georgia O'Keefe vagina flower, its the Yeti. (Google it, it's horrible) Immediately, Sullivan & Giant come out and give a promo making Iaukea, or My Father, irrelevant.
Hogan in all black comes out, all of his theme songs are bangers. Hogan gives one of his style promos, but he calls himself a bad guy, there is a slight pop, so much of this is foreshadowing. (Does anybody buy Bischoff's bullshit that Sting was supposed to be the third man? That would have had no mainstream impact at all, and I love Sting.)
Malenko & Benoit vs Eddie & Mr. JL with Alex Wright
Originally Alex Wright was supposed to team with Eddie, but got injured. THIS IS WRESTLING, nothing formulaic about it, nothing insulting to the intelligence, no reliance on contrived bullshit to entertain the crowd. (which is why mid match they cut to the back where Norton & Shark brawl with each other) Eddie & JL when Malenko is tripped by Alex's crutch.
Pillman DDTs Eddie on the ramp, they are starting to build one of the greatest sites of 90s wrestling, WCW's cruiserweight division.
Harlem Heat vs Luger & Sting
During the entrances the announcers talk shit of In Your House. As the go away show for Halloween Havoc this is a effect simple mainevent with a star tag team and two close friends and tag partners.
Giant comes out at the end of the match, Savage comes out, Hogan comes out its a brawl, DOD comes out and its a brawl.
Episode 9
All Hallow's Eve, luckily this edition of Nitro isn't coming from Detroit where Halloween Havoc was that year. Devil's Night ain't a joke.
Halloween Havoc fallout, where Bischoff says the footage is coming, the footage is coming.
Sgt. Pittman vs Eddie Guerrero
So they think this is making Eddie Guerrero, which is ludicrous. Pittman is absent of any real charisma. this match went on forever, but its Eddie so a great match.
The Shark vs Norton:
There once was a guy on wrestlinginc who always talks about big men and lavish praise of these types of guys. He was into big beefy men & spelling errors. He gained enough traction that when he made a goofy claim that Nash wasn't the lowest drawing WWF champion of all time, that the terrible writers at Forbes copy & pasted it. This match looks like your fat grandpa and construction worker uncle got into a fight over a woman named Sheila outside of a Kicks 66 on a Tuesday night. It ends in a double countout.
The Brain has business dealing with Sonny Ono surrounded by 90s moms.
Tony Schiavani (sic) is in the ring recaps FlaiSting and Anderson/PIllman at Havoc. (spoiler) Flair turned heel. The 3 Horsemen come to the ring, they promo after not regretting being there. I swear Flair has 80s coke fueling him.
Sabu vs Disco Inferno: Sabu does dumb shit gets angry when things don't go his way. How the fuck is Sabu stil alive?
Luger & Meng with Jimmy Hart & Kevin Sullivan vs American Males:
WCW's audio... fuck, match is forgettable, it does what its supposed to which is get Luger & JImmy over as heels
footage of Halloween Havoc of Hogan losing to the Giant, man was Hogan when he sold.
Giant, Luger, Hart & Sullivan do a promo with Tony god is it old school
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2020.08.23 22:18 trowawayforquestion Hey, need help figuring myself out, thanks!

Hi everybody, i’m a 19 year old male virgin and i’m trying to figure myself out. i’d appreciate every help I get.
So for the last couple of months i've been trying to figure myself out, I think i am asexual but i am not sure. The reasons I think i am asexual is because: *the thought of never having sex is something i am very okey with
*the chances i got for something sexual even kissing i always declined, not because i was to shy but because is just didn’t really have a need or something.
*i’ve had crushes but the thought that once i was in a relationship i had to have sex with put me of a bit, but at the same time i wouldn’t mind having sex in a relationshipt for my partner.
but the reasons i think i might not be asexual: *i do stil mastubate to porn
*while masttrubating I do sometimes fantasise that i’m the one having sex while mastrubating
*i do notice what women i find attractive and witch i don’t, and that if I would have a relationship I would like it to be with someone I find attractive
*If a women wants to have sex with me i do not want that but i do like to feel/ touch her breast.
*in a relationship I would put kissing on the same level as cuddling as I don’t really see it as a sexual act, that is a normal kiss not full out making out.
I hope some of you guys can help me figure myself out, am I on the a spec or am i just a allo sexual that is less intrested in sex then most people? Thanks for answering!
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2020.08.21 07:53 Darbydog95 Broke up with my unmotivated, TV obsessed, bed dwelling bf.

I (f25) broke up with my boyfriend (m31) of 8 months on Wednesday. Sorry for the soon to be lengthy post, but I like to give context and credit where credit is due. It's very easy to judge relationships from an outside perspective so hopefully the more thorough, the better?
When I first met my boyfriend on our first and second dates in December, he was really charming, funny, super engaged, paid for half of our drinks, offered to buy me an Uber to and from the bar, etc. We definitely had a connection and soon he was coming over to my house (that I bought last year) almost everyday and spending the night 4+ nights a week. We talked a lot, laughed a lot, he works as a chef at a restaurant and he would cook us amazing dinners every night (like friggin steak dinners) We bonded over Luigi's Mansion and watching horror movies. Sometimes I would help him in the kitchen, but most of the time he would be in there, making food, with his headset on and watching TV shows on his iPad. I noticed he took his backpack everywhere. To work, to my house, anytime we went to the store, etc. It contained his iPad, headphones, chargers, and overnight bag. Also, to note, he did not have a car and I was picking him up and dropping him off back at home. He was getting rides from his dad to get to and from work. None of that really bothered me in the beginning because he was so engaged, sweet, going to work, helping his sister with her kid etc. He seemed so kind and responsible and put together.
I did always find it odd though, that we never went over to his place. He told me he lived with his sister and her teenage son and it was too soon for me to meet her. He also said that she's a neat freak and they would have to clean the entire house before, I, a guest, could visit and she was working 60 hours a week and that would be too much stress for her. I totally understood that boundary. And then Covid hit, his sister has very bad asthma and he also didn't want to risk her getting it. Totally fair and I respected that.
So kinda naturally over time, he kept more of his clothes at my place so he wouldn't have to go back and forth, and basically was staying over every night. I was up to my eye balls in stress from my job and decided I wanted to go back to school in the fall for software development. I tried to last as long at this job as possible but around April, I couldn't take it anymore and I put in my notice as a supervisor, but was able to move down to being a caregiver, still making decent money. And the schedule was flexible so I could adjust it to my school schedule. Around that time I also let a coworker and her friend rent their own bedrooms in my house, so that when I dropped down to part time for school, I had help with bills. It felt too soon to officially ask my boyfriend to move in and pay bills since we had only been dating for 4 months, even though he did basically live there. He was also still helping his sister pay bills like their $300 phone bill.
My coworker and her friend who moved in, turned out to be a complete disaster. Neither one paid their rent or utilities on time. The friend eventually decided to move back in with his parents but the coworker is still here. Due to covid and the eviction moritoriam, I cannot evict or terminate the lease (even if it is set to expire) or threaten to evict them for not paying rent. I used to consider my coworker a friend but because of this and her lack of respect towards me has just made me dislike being around her. I allowed her boyfriend to move in because they agreed they would pay more. I guess it was stupid of me since they are still struggling to pay. (Sorry for the tangent but it's relevant). So I have a lot of stress on my plate with the new job, the shitty tenants, basically supporting 3 grown ass adults and myself and it just became a constant pressure and stress for me to deal with.
I found out that my boyfriend didn't even have his own room at his sister's, he had been sleeping on the couch. He also only works, and WANTS to only work part time. His sister ended up buying him a little beater car, that he said he paid her back for. But he doesn't have insurance on it and he's so worried it's going to break down so I drive us everywhere all the time. To be fair, he did always split the grocery bill and bring home stuff for dinner, and I really appreciated that. I felt like if I asked him to help with rent, it would feel like double dipping from him since he was also helping his sister, and I made enough so I never did. He also agreed to do laundry and do chores. He would put away clean clothes, do the dishes and help with cleaning.
And then I started noticing how much he drank. After work he would make a mixed drink composed of about 2 shots into a mason jar (we used them as drinking glasses) and mix it with seltzer and mio (sounds weird but it's amazing, no sugar and hydrating at the same time), and he would have 2-3 of these drinks a night. We used to share alcohol but it became clear he was drinking the majority of it. I asked him to buy his own, and I would buy my own. My half gallon of tequila would last me 2+ months, yet he was going through a half gallon every 2 weeks. I brought this to his attention, asking if he noticed how much he was drinking, and he said he gets so stressed at work that this is how he relaxes. He was never belligerent or mean when he drank and he was using his own money to buy it so I kinda just let it go.
As he got more settled, I also noticed a pattern emerging with him. He was obsessed with electronics. He played a game on his phone and admitted to me he's spent a ton of money on it. He even has alarms set at 9am, 12p, and 9pm so that he's reminded to log in and collect the rewards. Again, didn't really bother me, everyone has their hobbies and I play video games so I get it. But in addition to his phone, he was addicted to tv. He never took off his headphones, would literally wear them while he slept and while he was awake. He couldn't fall asleep without watching TV on his iPad. Whenever we were in the car, I would be driving and he would be watching his show on the iPad. We would be at the park with my dog throwing her frisbee and he would be watching TV on his iPad. He would be in the kitchen making food and watching his iPad. He literally even took showers and would set his iPad in the window sill to watch his iPad. I got really frustrated because all these little chances we had to spend talking, were now completely eliminated and I felt isolated.
I brought this up to him. And he did make small efforts and I tried to be fair since tv was so clearly important to him. I asked that if we were doing an activity together, that he not bring his iPad. And he did take baby steps. He didn't bring his iPad to the park, or when we went to the lake. But he still slept with it and wore his headphones all day. I tried using a sleeping mask since the screen was so bright at night and eventually reached my limit with that too. He would go upstairs and watch TV but then pass out on the couch and not come downstairs to sleep next to me. It was awkward when I, or my roommates would walk into the living room and he would be passed out sitting upright on the couch. That caused him to stay in bed with me, but now he would pull blankets over his head so it wouldn't be bright. It worked. But still it felt so ridiculous to me.
On his days off he would just sleep and sleep and when he did wake up he would just stay in bed and watch TV. To be fair, he was a yes man, and anytime I asked if he wanted to go to the lake, or go fishing, he would say yes. But if I didn't ask, or was constantly motivating him, we wouldn't go anywhere and he would just lay in bed for hours. We talked about this. He agreed on his evening shifts, he would relax all day and watch TV, but on days off he would get up and do stuff. Find a hobby, go for a walk, something. Also, when we did go anywhere it would take him forever to get ready. Me, I'm like boom ready to go. He likes to take his time, eat a well cooked meal, take a shower, do his hair, charge his phone, etc. Once I noticed this was a time issue I tried to be fair and make compromises like, "will you be ready to go to the lake in an hour?", Or "let's plan to leave for the lake by 11a." This didn't even work. He would just wait until the last moment, watching his Tv and then start getting ready to go 15 mins before we agreed to leave, and then I would just end up sitting around waiting for him to get ready.
We have had several conversations about his Tv and alcohol use. And he did admit to me that he used alcohol and tv as coping. Not to put him on blast but he did have child hood trauma (similar to mine) and admitted he has just been taking the easy routes in life and basically just being complacent with his life. He loves cooking but hates his job. He decided he wanted to go to college for the first time and he wanted to get the same degree as me. He said he really admired how accomplished and motivated I am and it's lit a fire under his ass and he wants more for his life.
He and I have had so many amazing talks, when we do talk. And I feel like he sees my flaws and accepts them, that I can be quick to anger (goes away pretty quick tho) and I can be a busy bee, and get easily stressed out, etc. He was never jealous like my previous bfs. I play online Xbox and would shoot the shit with a lot of guy friends but it never bothered him. He always listened to me vent about the tenants and how stressed I was. He is such a kind, gentle,genuine soul and so so funny. He always could make me laugh and our hearts felt so close. That's why I think I stayed with him so long.
But that was May, and it's now August. And with every little baby step he takes, I still feel like he's not really fixing the core issue , but just putting band aides on. I convinced him to join me in not drinking from July 15 to aug.15 and and be agreed (even though I don't have issues with drinking, I wanted to be supportive). Welp the first weekend that our no drinking thing is over, and he can drink, it's his little brothers wedding. And his family is super religious so no alcohol is served at the wedding. (He and I are both non religious) but he and his little brother are drinking in the back. The little brother is responsible and only has 1 drink to help calm his nerves. My boyfriend, on the other hand has 4+ (he can't remember) he was so drunk that he could barely give his best man speech. He kept repeating "we bonded over videogames" and then would cry hysterically. It was so embarrassing to watch. And this is the first time I met his family. Even his nephew, the one he used to live with, told me that "he's a great uncle except for when he drinks." After the wedding, he told me he was really ashamed about what happened but made excuses that he was nervous and forgot his speech, and maybe should practice giving speeches first. I told him about what his nephew said and he finally admitted that maybe he should work on his drinking. (Yeah that was the point of the no drinking for a month?? Hello??) I tried not to beat him up about it since he was already doing that himself. I tried to be supportive and offer that he quantify things. Like "I'll have one mixed drink on Fridays , or I'll only drink on special occasions , etc" but that really was a pivotal moment in our relationship that made me really doubt being with him. From there it just really kinda went down hill fast.
On Tuesday we decided to go to the lake after work and while on the freeway, I got a flat tire. We had to get a tow truck to tow the car to a shop, but due to covid we couldn't ride in the truck. My boyfriend's dad came and gave us a ride (my family lives hours away). I had to call off for work for the following day. The shop predicted my car would be done by 11a the next day. My boyfriend suggested that i don't pick up my evening shifts and we go to the lake instead since he also has that day off, and we make up for today. I agreed, thought that was a wonderful idea.
On Wednesday, I wake up around 9a and get up, go sit on the patio and feed my dog. BF is still sleeping. Then around 1030a I get a call my car is done. I go downstairs to ask my bf if he can give me a ride to go get my car. And he again is just laying in bed with his headphones on, watching TV on his iPad under the cover. Something inside me just snapped. Maybe it was wrong of me, but it just felt so frustrating. I asked him if he could give me a ride and he said no because he was worried his car wouldn't make it, I asked if we were stilI going to go to the lake, and he said yes, but he had to run and do a couple errands first. I said fine. I'll call my friend to give me a ride. And I threw the blanket back over him and said "enjoy your day doing this."
I guess I just grew resentful of him (and my roommates) because here I was working 40+ hours a week and paying all of the bills on time, working out, painting, living my life, and he was working part time and watching TV every chance be got, not having to stress about anything. He was only motivated when I motivated him. He could've gotten up, prepped food, gotten our beach bag together, done his errands so he would be ready to go when my car was. He could've gotten up and done something, anything. And I just stormed off. Got my stuff together, ready for my friend to come get me. I had to go back downstairs to get my dogs breakfast and he hadn't moved. He was still under the cover. Not phased. I pulled the cover off and sat on the bed and stared at him, waiting for him to take off his headphones so I could talk to him. He rolled eyes and took off his headphones. And I just blurted, "I'm done. It's your life, it's your body, you can live and do what you want, but I'm done. I'm done with this lifestyle." And got up and left to go get my car. I called into work and picked up all my afternoon shifts.
It's now Thursday. I told him he can stay for a couple weeks to give him time to move his stuff out. I feel guilty for giving up on him. I wanted a future with him so bad but it just never felt like he was truly going to change or be motivated to make changes for himself. I really hope us breaking up will make him want more for himself. He did teach me invaluable lessons like I need to slow down and relax, can't constantly be go go go all the time, and to enjoy quality things , not always being frugal. But at the same time, i also didn't like the person I was becoming when I was with him overall. I felt like I was being a parent, constantly picking at him , over everything, good and bad, worried about his finances , health, the future, monitoring progress or lack of progress. I just didn't want to do it anymore.
I read a lot of similar stories about people (overwhelmingly women with unmotivated boyfriends) and they had the same feeling as me; am I being fair in feeling this way or being unrealistic with my expectations? I think there are small, trivial things that annoy us that we can over look: people chewing too loudly, or leaving the toilet seat up, or leaving a light on in the room after leaving. But I think if something is nagging in our gut, especially enough to make a post about or seek advice about, it's FAIR. We all deserve partners who take responsibility for themselves. We should want to be with someone because we want to, not because its our obligation. We shouldn't have to put up with someone who isnt on the same responsibility page as us (unless your thing is like parent / little relationship kink lol). If we put in all this work, day in and day out to provide for ourselves, make sure our bills are covered, and striving to live life and make the best of it, then it's not unrealistic to expect the same of your partner. It's not fair for you to work your butt off to take care of yourself and your partner if they can't take care of themselves. (Again not talking about partners.with disabilities, limitations etc) talking about capable partners who aren't putting in the same effort. We will eventually have our off days, and when that happens can we rely on the unmotivated partner to step it up? Most likely not because they dont have that drive. People can change, yes, but not unless they want to. So I say to everyone in a relationship with someone who's unmotivated, unless you're cool being the breadwinner and dont give an f what they do all day, you deserve better. They can be the sweetest, funniest, most genuine person ever, but you don't have the support you need and you will constantly, constantly be trying to help them work on themselves, when you could be focusing on you and finding someone else to grow with.
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Introduction

Hi!
Over time, I collected some points regarding the catholic church's representation of christianity that don't make sense to me and that I couldn't answer by searching the internet. So I wanted to ask people who think to have a good understanding of the teachings of the catholic church. I want to ask multiple people to get a better result. I've already talked to two in person and I'm planning to more in-person discussions.
I'm doing this to get a conclusion for myself. I am not trying to convince someone of my point of view.
I want to know if the teachings of the catholic church are consistent, if they make sense. It's my try to give the religion a last chance. I didn't ask, IF there is a god, so don't try to convince me of your point of view. I simply didn't ask for it and will ignore any statement regarding that.
I WILL argue. I won't take "God said so" or "The bible said so" as an answer. I'm asking for reasons. (Some questions are made for follow-up questions.)

About me:

I've got christian parents and was baptised at birth. I had a confirmation, that was before those questions came up. I'm currently labelling myself agnostic.
  • My opinion is built through critical thinking.
  • I'm searching for reasons and will ask for it.
  • I don't like the use of the word "truth". Please don't label the religion as true in this thread, you can't prove it.

Stuff we should agree on

  1. I will not ask IF there's a god. If I did, there would be no reason for asking my questions. I will therefore assume in this thread that there's a god.
  2. (If you don't agree on this, please start your comment with "I don't agree on your second point." and skip question 7.) Non-heterosexuality is natural, as animals prove. The most known example are swans or penguins. You can't choose your sexuality and you can't change it. Before the 20. century, there already were homosexual people. To name two examples, Leonardo Da Vinci and Oscar Wilde.

Questions

Notes:

  • A question is long because it states the reason for asking
  • I was already criticized for the second question because of cherry picking the quotes. I'll stil ask.

The actual questions

Please number them in your replies so I can see what you're addressing.
  1. Is a catholic allowed to question the religion? (A "no" will not get you away with not answering the rest.)
  2. About bible quotes: (taken from bible.com (NIV) - If I should use another source, please let me know and I'll edit it)
    1. Corinthians 11: 3: "But I want you to realize that the head of every man is Christ, and the head of the woman is man, and the head of Christ is God." - I don't see a hierarchy like that anymore. 4-5: "Every man who prays or prophesies with his head covered dishonors his head. But every woman who prays or prophesies with her head uncovered dishonors her head - it is the same as having her head shaved." - I was told by my parents that men MUST not wear anything on their heads when entering a church, but women MAY. Why? 7: "A man ought not to cover his head, since he is the image and glory of God; but woman is the glory of man." - Is the image of an image an image of the original? Because I think so and this explanation for a hierarchy wouldn't make sense. 9: "neither was man created for woman, but woman for man." - The catholic church doesn't stand for sexism although the bible tells you so. Why? 14-16: "Does not the very nature of things teach you that if a man has long hair, it is a disgrace to him, but that if a woman has long hair, it is her glory? For long hair is given to her as a covering." - The only representation of Jesus with short hair that I know of is from `Jehova's Witnesses`. And it is common since - let's say the 80s, in the rock scene. 2. John 1: 7: "I say this because many deceivers, who do not acknowledge Jesus Christ as coming in the flesh, have gone out into the world. Any such person is the deceiver and the antichrist." - Explains why JW don't want to have friends outside the religion. It's just racist. how does that work with the tolerance promoted by christianity? 10-11: "If anyone comes to you and does not bring this teaching, do not take them into your house or welcome them. Anyone who welcomes them shares in their wicked work." - (I'm recognizing JW again) Why does the catholic church not care about that? Deuteronomy 22,5: "A woman must not wear men’s clothing, nor a man wear women’s clothing, for the Lord your God detests anyone who does this." - That's not used anymore. Why? Matthew 5,28: "But I tell you that anyone who looks at a woman lustfully has already committed adultery with her in his heart.." - Just looking at someone and thinking "That person is attractive" will always result in cheating!? Seriously? 
  3. How should you be able to love god more than a human when you never met him? Also, I can't choose whom I love.
  4. Why is the argument there that a human can't understand everyhing God planned? God is almighty, he could make us understand in an instant, which would probably result in more christians and less questioning.
  5. Does the human have a free will and does it get limited by this religion?
  6. Catholicism goes against PolyGAMY. PolyAMORY means to openly have multiple partners (not married) who are also allowed to have multiple partners. It's clear from the beginning that a potential relationship would be polyamorous. Every partner of yours knows about every partner you have. Honesty is essential. Monogamous people can't imagine it, but it seems to work. What does the catholic church say against it?
  7. Why is same-sex marriage forbidden? What's bad about it? There's a difference between the blueprint and the implementation. Why is that? (Christianity says that god doesn't make mistakes, because he's perfect.)
  8. What's the reason for not having female priests?
  9. What's the reason for banning birth contraceptives?
  10. Are relationships before marriage allowed and what's the point of them?
  11. Should religion decide for my political view?
Thanks in advance for your time.

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Author throwaway925781
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These are very common questions which indicate you get your information from atheists
Nah, it was rational thinking. It's likely that I know less than other people on this sub. That's why I'm asking.
It would be much more effective to read the Bible
Some parts are used, some are not. How would that help?
and consult works of theology and Catholic apologetics
Which ones?
Catholics believe in things that many people refer to as sexist.
Sure, but why exactly this amount? What's the criteria?
People aren't automatons who simply act on their urges, they have the free will to choose their own priorities. Love doesn't refer to transient feelings, it refers to willing the good of another.
Good point.
It's extensively covered in many Christian sources.
But you can't name any?
The purpose of sex and marriage is reproduction and the family.
Why does sex, the joy you have with it, and reproduction have to always be bundled?
Meaningless distinction.
"Amory" = not married
"Gamy" = married
Tell me where this scenario is mentioned: person 1 is married to multiple partners, including person 2. Person 2 also has multiple partners.
And why do you bring up Jehovah's Witnesses?
I know a bit about them out of interest. View it as fun facts, nothing more. I can note that if you prefer.
Jehovah's Witnesses aren't even considered to be Christians.
The first time that I hear about that. I mean, they consider themselves christian. Their book is based on the bible.
Again, your post just indicates a lack of education.
You're literally saying "You don't know, so don't ask." I'm asking because I want to know.
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Author Monktoken
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Jehovah's Witnesses and Mormons both are not Christian as they do not baptize with the proper method, both deny the eternal divinity of Jesus, and have other beliefs that severely contradict the various creeds, but the first two reasons are mainly why they are not Christian besides their self description.
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Author Manlyburger
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These are very common questions which indicate you get your information from atheists (sources like the Skeptics Annotated Bible) rather than Catholics.
It would be much more effective to read the Bible and consult works of theology and Catholic apologetics than to question things from the perspective of an atheist without knowing the perspective of a Christian.
Non-heterosexuality is natural, as animals prove. The most known example are swans or penguins.
"Natural" doesn't refer to animals doing something. (that would be a very baffling standard, is walking around on your food 'natural' because flies do it?) It doesn't even refer to what humans do in some ideal natural context. It refers to what follows from human nature. A human, should instance, walk to accomplish tasks and eat food to gain nutrition. He shouldn't lie around and wait for someone else to accomplish things or eat food for pleasure.
The catholic church doesn't stand for sexism although the bible tells you so. Why?
Catholics believe in things that many people refer to as sexist. (Inspired by the Catholic heritage of their culture.)
Also, I can't choose whom I love.
People aren't automatons who simply act on their urges, they have the free will to choose their own priorities. Love doesn't refer to transient feelings, it refers to willing the good of another.
Why is same-sex marriage forbidden?
It's extensively covered in many Christian sources. The purpose of sex and marriage is reproduction and the family.
Catholicism goes against PolyGAMY. PolyAMORY means to openly have multiple partners (not married) who are also allowed to have multiple partners.
Meaningless distinction. People probably just feel like 'polygamy' has both an old stigma against it, and it's also heavily associated with Mormons. So, new term.
And why do you bring up Jehovah's Witnesses? Again, your post just indicates a lack of education. Jehovah's Witnesses aren't even considered to be Christians.
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Author Lethalmouse1
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My opinion is built through critical thinking.
People who say this remind me of the people who say they are anti drama on fb. "He doth protest too much".
I don't like the use of the word "truth". Please don't label the religion as true in this thread, you can't prove it.
The problem is that you "critically think" with assumptions of "truth". So as the new guy to human history, the onus of proving truth is kinda on you.
  1. Yes, we have a rich and deep history of deep theological query, philosophy and education.
  2. Hierarchies - you will see a lot more in devout and serious circles, mostly people you'd never hang out with. The bible says not to steal, but that happens all the time and even more here. People failing doesn’t change the rules.
Head thing: Too religious for your level of fancy enlightenment.
Sexism: Order vs disorder. Seismic to an atheist marxist is not letting a woman murder a child.... degrees of word meaning. A father is hierarchy over his children, a mother is over her children. Yes there are role distinctions and hierarchy between parent and child, but a Mother or Father who punches their kid in the face every day commits disorder of that authority. Or as it would be termed today "child abuse". Your boss is over you at work, but he can't make you take his wee wee in your bunkhouse can he? That would be illicit. The President is in charge of the nation but he can't just say "i want to live in your house, gtfo". Sexism is then any disordered use or form of said "hierarchy".
Heads again: And I didn't delve into this before, this is a letter TO the CORINTHIANS who were dealing with specific issues. Imagine, you are in a town and in that town most Christians have short hair and all the long haired people are hard rocking to devil music. People are having issues figuring out how to distinguish themselves from people diametrically opposed to them, so you say "do not have long hair" mostly relevant to the fact that it is a sign differentiating the devil rockers from the Christians. Reminds me of how a lot of Muslims roll the bottom of their pants up, to be visibly "muslim". And somewhat separated from the infidels. It isn't an objective Muslim moral to roll up pants, but it is a subjective practical thing. A lot of some of the letters in the Bible are along those lines, literal correspondence about specific instances and situations.
Tolerance: Post enlightenment "tolerance" leanings and Christian tolerance are not the same, even if many in the modern Church do everything they can to make it seem so. If you have kids, and you have a neighbor who has a rough life and is trying to use you as a mentor, but still sometimes curses too much and smokes or struggles to "act right", tolerance. If you have kids and a neighbor kid is a hardcore unrepentant drug dealer who tries daily to get your kids to do drugs, youd be retarded to let your kids hang out with him. 9/10 if you do, your kids will end up on drugs. It takes one drug dealer to make 10 drug addicts, and like 10 rehab staff to cure one druggie. Tolerance is not meant to be what it is today.
"Why doesn't the church care about that" Syllabus of Errors, we do. And most devout non-hereitcs do. That is why it is unlikely from above that you will want to or they will want to hang out with you. You'd be surprised how many kinds of people live in this world low key that you don't notice. We just aren't as crazy as JW and you associate the "Catholic" guy who hasn't seen a church in 10 years that you work with, with Catholicism. There is literally a "Muslims for LBGT" group, 10% of atheists per polls, believe in God. At a certain point humans are nucking futs, and you have to be real about what is what and who is what.
Well back then basically everyone wore a tunic. So it is fairly obvious to anyone who isn't dodging TRUTH hahaha.. what is meant. Not even getting into tribal ceremonial laws meant for the Jews.... kinda like the Muslim pants thing.
As to "mind sins" my comment here is decent. I mean "if she would give me the time of day, I'd bang her" is impotence, not morality. She is just too moral or you're too ugly to get her in bed, that doesn't make you sinless, since given potency, you would sin in a heartbeat.
  1. Love is an act of will, you are mistaking "eating large quantities of chocolate" for love. You feel love for a woman you cheat on, you feel love for kids you neglect, in terms of chocolate. But you do not LOVE them.
  2. Even if, would it matter? I can prove the Earth is a globe, but yet there are millions of humans who would never have it be "proven to them". You underestimate the will.
  3. Yes we have free will. No it is not "limited by religion" any more than someone who actually wants to be a pro sports player is limited by the fact that they will actually practice and train regularly. If it was limited, you wouldn't see sinful Christians, Muslims for LBGT, pork eating Jews, or lapse anything.... what kind of question is that?
  4. Well we are Christians, aka follow Christ. And you don't want to hear "what he said", but he did.... and so there is that. Also, stats kinda prove it generally doesn't workout well. If you disagree, then you disagree, you're the critical thinking genius you must be right, we are just dumb, please enlighten us to your way of the herp.
  5. Sociology, but you'll just disagree based on your religion's truths... so there is that.
  6. Jesus didn't ordain any women, and the priest acts "in persona Christie" and Jesus came as a male.
  7. Disorders the purpose of sex.
  8. Relationships? Yes, the point is to discern marriage.
  9. It does. Your religion forms your foundational views of the world and your "politics" follow from that. It is fairly clear where most of your politicsie from your post here showing your relgion. Give or take a little wiggle, most people who share your religious views, vote the same as you. Duh.
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JWs deny the Trinity and thus are categorically not Christian. They are a doomsday cult.
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Why would they be trolling....? The majority of Christians believe the Nicene Creed to be the basis of Christian faith. Neither the Mormons nor JWs believe in the Nicene Creed
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2020.08.18 22:49 throwaway925781 Questions about catholicism I couldn't answer

(This is a throwaway)
(sorry if this is the wrong sub)

Introduction

Hi!
Over time, I collected some points regarding the catholic church's representation of christianity that don't make sense to me and that I couldn't answer by searching the internet. So I wanted to ask people who think to have a good understanding of the teachings of the catholic church. I want to ask multiple people to get a better result. I've already talked to two in person and I'm planning to more in-person discussions.
I'm doing this to get a conclusion for myself. I am not trying to convince someone of my point of view.
I want to know if the teachings of the catholic church are consistent, if they make sense. It's my try to give the religion a last chance. I didn't ask, IF there is a god, so don't try to convince me of your point of view. I simply didn't ask for it and will ignore any statement regarding that.
I WILL argue. I won't take "God said so" or "The bible said so" as an answer. I'm asking for reasons. (Some questions are made for follow-up questions.)

About me:

I've got christian parents and was baptised at birth. I had a confirmation, that was before those questions came up. I'm currently labelling myself agnostic.

Stuff we should agree on

  1. I will not ask IF there's a god. If I did, there would be no reason for asking my questions. I will therefore assume in this thread that there's a god.
  2. (If you don't agree on this, please start your comment with "I don't agree on your second point." and skip question 7.) Non-heterosexuality is natural, as animals prove. The most known example are swans or penguins. You can't choose your sexuality and you can't change it. Before the 20. century, there already were homosexual people. To name two examples, Leonardo Da Vinci and Oscar Wilde.

Questions

Notes:

The actual questions

Please number them in your replies so I can see what you're addressing.
  1. Is a catholic allowed to question the religion? (A "no" will not get you away with not answering the rest.)
  2. About bible quotes: (taken from bible.com (NIV) - If I should use another source, please let me know and I'll edit it)
    1. Corinthians 11: 3: "But I want you to realize that the head of every man is Christ, and the head of the woman is man, and the head of Christ is God." - I don't see a hierarchy like that anymore. 4-5: "Every man who prays or prophesies with his head covered dishonors his head. But every woman who prays or prophesies with her head uncovered dishonors her head - it is the same as having her head shaved." - I was told by my parents that men MUST not wear anything on their heads when entering a church, but women MAY. Why? 7: "A man ought not to cover his head, since he is the image and glory of God; but woman is the glory of man." - Is the image of an image an image of the original? Because I think so and this explanation for a hierarchy wouldn't make sense. 9: "neither was man created for woman, but woman for man." - The catholic church doesn't stand for sexism although the bible tells you so. Why? 14-16: "Does not the very nature of things teach you that if a man has long hair, it is a disgrace to him, but that if a woman has long hair, it is her glory? For long hair is given to her as a covering." - The only representation of Jesus with short hair that I know of is from Jehova's Witnesses. And it is common since - let's say the 80s, in the rock scene. 2. John 1: 7: "I say this because many deceivers, who do not acknowledge Jesus Christ as coming in the flesh, have gone out into the world. Any such person is the deceiver and the antichrist." - Explains why JW don't want to have friends outside the religion. It's just racist. how does that work with the tolerance promoted by christianity? 10-11: "If anyone comes to you and does not bring this teaching, do not take them into your house or welcome them. Anyone who welcomes them shares in their wicked work." - (I'm recognizing JW again) Why does the catholic church not care about that? Deuteronomy 22,5: "A woman must not wear men’s clothing, nor a man wear women’s clothing, for the Lord your God detests anyone who does this." - That's not used anymore. Why? Matthew 5,28: "But I tell you that anyone who looks at a woman lustfully has already committed adultery with her in his heart.." - Just looking at someone and thinking "That person is attractive" will always result in cheating!? Seriously? 
  3. How should you be able to love god more than a human when you never met him? Also, I can't choose whom I love.
  4. Why is the argument there that a human can't understand everyhing God planned? God is almighty, he could make us understand in an instant, which would probably result in more christians and less questioning.
  5. Does the human have a free will and does it get limited by this religion?
  6. Catholicism goes against PolyGAMY. PolyAMORY means to openly have multiple partners (not married) who are also allowed to have multiple partners. It's clear from the beginning that a potential relationship would be polyamorous. Every partner of yours knows about every partner you have. Honesty is essential. Monogamous people can't imagine it, but it seems to work. What does the catholic church say against it?
  7. Why is same-sex marriage forbidden? What's bad about it? There's a difference between the blueprint and the implementation. Why is that? (Christianity says that god doesn't make mistakes, because he's perfect.)
  8. What's the reason for not having female priests?
  9. What's the reason for banning birth contraceptives?
  10. Are relationships before marriage allowed and what's the point of them?
  11. Should religion decide for my political view?
Thanks in advance for your time.
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2020.08.12 17:55 ThrowRA1004820 I feel as though i am being bullied for having a long distance girlfriend. Many arguments have started and me and Brother had our first fight.

Before i start, i want to say that this is going to be very long. I will add a TL:DR at the bottom, but for those who want all the information, please read the whole thing. This is also a throwaway account (if you couldnt tell) just incase. Also, the aim of this is for me to see who is in the wrong, me or my family. The opinion of this community will help so much. Finally, i apologise if this does not belong here. I didnt know whether to post it here or in AmITheAsshole?, but decided here because of it being family relations.
A little bit of backstory:
Im a 18M, whos just finished college and is moving onto University in September. Im more of an introvert, always staying inside playing on my Xbox or watching anime on my laptop. I wouldnt really go downstairs cause i was always too into my gaming with friends. The only time i ever went downstairs was for food and the occasional interaction with family while everyone was busy, normally about an hour every day. No one had a problem with this, and all was well. I talked to everyone in the family when they walked past, my brother (23M and a brown belt in karate, important for later) used to rush into my room and shout random things which everyone found funny. School was tough, i was the centre of bullying. If there was a person who people would pick on, it would be me. I also had trouble with relationships as all the girls i asked said no because i was ugly. Eventually, during college i grew apart from almost every friend i had online, so whenever i was on Xbox, i had no one to talk to.
Im going to be naming people by their relation to me, so heres the main story.
Around 9 months ago, maybe November of 2019, i met a girl online (20F). I was very quiet because im not the best at meeting new people, but she was the kindest person ive met and always talked to me when i had no one else to talk to. We instantly became close friends and eventually ended up in a relationship together almost 6 months ago (long distant, im from UK, shes American. This is important.). We have a great relationship and have both been through many hardships in the past, her more so than me, so this relationship for us both was perfect, and we definitely dont see it ending.
A few weeks prior to us getting together, me, her and another friend all had an argument and were close to going our seperate ways. This didnt happen thankfully, but when it was happening i was devastated when my mom came in the room. She asked what the matter was so i told her, and sher told me to get over it because ill probably never see them anyway. Then she walked out.
Anyway, fast forward to a week into out relationship, i was talking to her in the morning before i left for college. Mom (47F) came in and shouted at me for it because of us being on the phone while i was getting ready (camera up, we dont show each other us naked). Then she walked out and continued cleaning, or so i thought. I said goodbye and sent love to Girlfriend and hung up, i was basically ready anyway. Mom then came in and started complaining saying that i love her even though shes American. I told her that i do seeing as she is my girlfriend, and then before i could speak anymore, she cut me off and said "no shes not, your relationship is fake because long distance doesnt work". I shouted at her saying it wasnt fake, we love each other and that distance doesnt matter, but to no avail. I was running later for my bus, so we stopped arguing and went about our day. Skip to the end of college, i got home and before doing anything i apologised to Mom for shouting at her and that i lost my temper. She accepted, but told me that she wasnt sorry and that she doesnt agree with our relationship. We then went onto having another argument. I dont remember the ins and outs because of it being half a year ago, but the main thing i do remember is that she asked why were together, and i said that its because Girlfriend has helped me through issues ive had with relationships and loves me for who i am, same with me to her. But Mom snapped and said that i said that Mom doesnt do anything for me and that Girlfriend is the only one whos every helped me through things. After this we stopped and went about our day.
Just a quick note, because of it being long distance, me and Girlfriend call all day every day, and even over night. Weve had discussions about this and we do stop whenever i eat and when she goes out with family because we realise it is a little excessive, but we enjoy each others company, and no harm was really done. Plus we have both grew apart from friends and didnt really have any, all we had was each other and the odd person on Xbox who wasnt on very often.
The next big thing that happened was when i got locked out of my phone whole downstairs eating. It was a new phone and i was very annoyed about being locked out of it (who wouldnt be from a 3 month old phone). I couldnt get back in and had to factory reset it, but i was getting very annoyed and Mom told me to put it down and stop getting annoyed in one of those angry tones. I said no because i wanted to sort it, and Brother told me to "put the fucking phone down" so i told him to fuck off when Mom came over and took the phone. We then sorted it and Mom made the comment about me wanting to talk to Girlfriend so bad and that i needed to drop the attitude. That wasn't even the reason, i wanted to unlock it because i got an email (not from Girlfriend).
Mom never had a problem with me being on my phone while i was down eating. I wouldnt use it while eating, just before and after. Yet now cause i texted Girlfriend, she had a problem with it. Maybe a week after the last thing happening, i was downstairs eating, texting Girlfriend because she wanted to know something, and mom told me to put my phone down. I told her Girlfriend asked me something so i answered because i wasnt going to ignore her, and Mom said "i dont care, put it down". And so i did. I then sat on the chair in a relaxed position (leg over the other, leaned back with elbow on chair and hand on head, it was comfy for me). Mom then said "you know what, just fuck off upstairs". I said no, cause we were watching something, and she said "i dont even want you down here, just go upstairs". So i got up, grabbed my phone and went up to my room. I started loading my laptop and moments later, Brother comes up the stairs, slams my laptop shut, throws my phone across the bed and started dragging me out of my room. He got me in a head lock and was actually starting to choke me. He was saying things like "you wanna fuck us around again" and calling me a few other names. Mom and Stepdad then came quickly upstairs, both shouting telling us to stop, and i got dragged back into my bedroom, still being choked, and thrown onto the bed. Mom pulled my brother off me, and Stepdad (45M) held me down while Brother, the one who started it, had free reign and was threatening to beat the shit out of me. Yes, the brown belt in karate was given free reign and was threatening me, fist very close to my head. (Just a quick note, it is actually illegal to use martial arts to instigate a fight. It is only allowed in self defense, which i what karate is. Self defense practice.) It was very heated, i was shouting telling them all to fuck off and get off me, Mom was saying that its all my fault and that i asked for it, Brother still threatening me and Stepdad staying silent, holding a light grip on me, probably just to stop me from jumping at Brother. I was scared shitless. Shaking, could barely speak. I mean, i started karate, but left after not even getting off of the white belt (starting belt), and Brother was one away from black belt (highest belt), so it was reasonable why i was scared. My dogtags had snapped from the fighting and stil are not fixed due to Covid and the shop being closed, i was shaken, but everyone left eventually. Stepdad stayed and made sure i was okay, before leaving when Brother came in and apologised and made sure i was okay too. Mom however, stood at the door, refusing to apologise and hug me (the other 2 did), still saying that its my fault and i deserved it for ruining the family.
I was sobbing on my bed. I always had a good relationship with Brother, and never did i expect this to happen. (He is very aggressive and shouts a lot while gaming. Hes even hit his desk multiple times over Minecraft.) I called Girlfriend to tell her what was happening when Mom came in and demanded to talk to her. She asked if Girlfriend could support me if i loved with her, whether she loved me and why she was taking me away from the family. The answers: Maybe, i can nearly afford my own house and i have a good income ($14.50/Hour). Not really, seeing as its a new relationship (maybe a month in) and she didnt want to put all her love into someone so soon because of being hurt so many times. Im not taking him away from you? She was confused with the last question seeing as i was still spending time with them, and had also started having a game night with no phones once a week, and we started watching series' once a week too.
Girlfriend felt very offended by this seeing as she was blamed for everything, and Mom even used the excuse of "she doesnt even love you", which made Girlfriend feel hurt and basically a bad Girlfriend. Me and Girlfriend even talked about this and i knew she didnt love me that much because of how she used to put all her love into her previous boyfriends just to be hurt. She didnt want to do it again and i understood, i mean its pretty reasonable. Plus we even talked about maybe breaking up so i didnt have to go through these things with my family anymore cause she didnt want me getting hurt. We never did, and we both have said many times that it doesnt matter what happens now, we arent breaking up because of her.
After this night, Mom made many comment every so often saying that my world revolves around Girlfriend and that nothing else matters, nor do i care about the family anymore. She even started telling me that im not allowed to call her as much anymore. As long as it was xbox, that was fine, video calling though was limited. I ignored this and did it anyway. But she came into my room many times telling me to get off call because i had been on it too long. Sometimes it had only been an hour too. One of the things that made this worse was the fact that i was doing college work while on call talking to her, and she got mad saying that i shouldnt be talking to anyone while doing work, and that if she caught me doing this again, ill have my laptop taken away.(Note, i continued but got the highest marks possible on my course, most with no issue. Talking to someone doesnt affect your grades as long as you do it right.) Mom doesnt know this, but she knows i got the highest mark, yet she told me before that if i didnt, then there would be consequences.
Not long after, i didnt want to go downstairs much with them anymore. I wouldnt finish eating everything because i wanted to get away from them. I wouldnt go down for snacks because i didnt want to while they were down. Because of this i lost weight. (Im underweight anyway due to having a high metabolism from being very sporty while i was younger). One night, Mom came in while the moon was out and full and said to look at it. (I love space and she likes full moons). I did, but after a couple minutes of looking at it, she made the comment saying that i need to break up with Girlfriend before i go to uni. I dont know what it was, whether it was the lack of food, or the thought of losing Girlfriend, but i collapsed against my wardrobe. Mom stood there and watched it happen and didnt even help me up. Instead she said "what the fuck is wrong with you?" And i told her i felt light headed and lost my balance. Brother came in and asked what happened. Mom told him and he blamed it on me not eating properly and not getting enough sleep so i could talk to Girlfriend for longer. (My college was closed from Covid, so it didnt matter what time i went to sleep. Plus, Girlfriend normallly sleeps around 2am UK time because of her working early, so we sleep together. I always get at least 6 hours sleep, never any less amd always have done since high school, so it cant be that.) Mom agreed, however, and again blamed Girlfriend for this happening, and said that she will make me break up with her before University otherwise im not going. I then collapsed again. Once i got up they told me to get into bed for the night. Mom then set rules saying that i wasnt allowed to be on call with Girlfriend past midnight, and wasnt allowed to be awake past 1am. Im an 18 yo, and she set bedtimes for me, so of course i didnt follow. I stayed on call quietly with Girlfriend and went to bed normal times. I wasnt caught for a few weeks until i got up to turn my xbox plug socket off and go to the toilet, where at the same time, Mom did.
The final big thing that happened is when i left to stay with Dad (48M) for a few days. Mom said that she heard me turn off a light switch, to which i told her no (i mean i wasnt lying), and she said that shes not as dumb as i make her out to be. She went to sleep and so did i. The next morning, Mom started arguing again, saying that i talk to her far too much and again, that its a fake relationship and that its not going to work and that making me break up with her is the best thing to do and that shes only trying to help. I told her that its not fake and that long diatance does work, then she did the childish piss taking voice that everyone does, imitating what i said. Mom then made the comment saying that she will always be there for me whereas Girlfriend cant be, and that she "cant even suck my cock. Yes, Mom actually said that. I told her to grow up and she snapped saying that i have no right to tell her to grow up aand that shes been through far more than i have. She always said that she knows long distance doesnt work and that im too immature and dont have enough life experience to see. Now this, ive been told by everyone i meet that im very mature for my age, moreso than many adults. I then walked away because she thought she was doing right and there was no arguing with her. Not before i made the comment saying that she cant stop me from talking to Girlfriend, however. She then barged into my room, took the ethernet internet extension and said that she cant, but shell make it a living hell for me to do so. This may not seem so bad, but the wifi in my room is unusable. My phone cant load internet pages, the call with Girlfriend lags and cuts out far too much to even have a conversation, and Xbox was impossible. So, i decide i had enough, packed my stuff and walked downstairs, texted Dad, who had been caught up with all the details whenever things happened, to come and get me, which he did without hesitation. I went but Stepdad saw me leaving, tried telling me to stay, which i didnt, so he went up, told Mom and she told Brother that im not to leave the house. Brother came down tho and basically shoo'd me out. Mom came down saying that she doesnt deserve this, saying that if i left my grandparents would die from shock, and when i left she went upstairs, threw things around and shouted "you bastard child". Meanwhile, Brother was talking with Dad, who he hated, and said that its all my fault and that theyre only looking out for my best interests. Me and Dad then walked to the car, Brother saying that he hopes I disrespect Dad like I do the family, and we drove off.
I only stayed a couple of days, but it was nice there. Dad was fine with me and Girlfriend talking, and even talked to her to. So did Dad's partner and Dad's baby was crawling around me too. However, Stepdad was texting me, asking when i was coming back and that Mom was heavily depressed and cried in my room all day. On the third day, i contacted Mom, and she sounded completely fine. But she said that if i came back, she would leave me and Girlfriend to ourselves, and that she was sorry. I went and told everyone, including Girlfriend, and Dad said that it is my home and that i should go back. He did say however that if it continued, i was to contact him again and this time i would stay there for good. We also said that he earns too much to get the full amount of student loans for University, which staying home i would get, so we agreed and i went back.
I hugged it out with everyone, they all apologised, i apologised, and Mom said not to leave again, especially with Dad. (Mom and Dad split several years ago due to many reason which i will not go into detail (too much), but Mom hates Dad a lot and often wishes death upon him).
Needless to say, i wasnt bothered again. Mom made small comments occasionally where it made sense, such as when me and Stepdad were talking about Call of Duty, she said that theres no point because all i care about is Girlfriend, saying that Girlfriend is all that matters etc. All those kind of comments. We get into small arguments occasionally and Mom brings up how i stabbed her in the back going to Dad, that its my fault my relationship with the family is apart, and that Brother doesnt even like me. All from that, she doesnt bother me and Girlfriend.
So thats it. I wanted to post this because i wanted to know the opinions of people on this sub of who is in the wrong about this whole situation. Everyone i talk to, college friends and Dad's friends all say that long distance relationships can work. Everyone Mom talks to has apparently said they do not. So heres my question for this sub:
Do long distance relationships work, And who is in the wrong in this situation.
TL:DR
Mom side of the family has gotten very aggressive ever since i got a long distance girlfriend. I feel that i have been bullied because of it and decided to leave for a few days, which made things better, yet also apparently hurt Mom a lot. Mom makes many comments like long distance not workind and that i ruined my relationship between me and family. Brother started a fight with me and dragged me across 2 rooms because of me "fucking with the family". Things have now calmed down, but Mom still makes comments.
Thank you for reading.
EDIT: I forgot to add this, but im looking for advice too. As i statt University soon, i will be living away from home. Do i cut contact with Mom's side of the family, or is there anything else i should do?
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2020.08.07 18:32 CloudNimbus First time watching Season 2 [Thoughts]

Can we just talk about that finale? omg. the literal race to the finish was such a nailbiter! I accidentally got spoiled for who won the race but stil, it was fun and exciting to watch it happen the way it did! Wow....
Some thoughts:
Also lol @ the last leg not having any final challenges and was legit an actual "race" of running around SF.
The format of this season's race was... interesting. Let's cram 4 non-elims when there are like 5-6 teams left. Wtf??? The Boston Bros got SO lucky that one left. Also the lack of speedbump definitely worked out in everyone's favor who got the non-elim
Oswald and Danny, bless their heart lol. Also the amount of sorta homophobic languages and jabs at them. Yikes™ the early 2000s were wild times man.
It was interesting to see them go to Australia and NZ. Wow, I feel like they stopped going there later in the seasons, dunno why. But don't they normally try to avoid english speaking countries? (Except London for some reason)
That's all I remember for now. But man, season 2 was something else! I'll move onto season 3 soon! hype!
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2020.08.06 04:39 ThrowRaMiddlechild My (19 m)ex gf (16 f)dump me on my birthday

First of all i am not a naturally english speaker so excuse me for any misspeling
i know that the age gap seems big but don't worry is totally legal in my country
Beggining of the relationship:
Some context, we had a one year long relationship she was my first sexual partner i was also her first . So from the start of the relationship her friends didn't like me at all, she was stubborn and wanted to be with me and prove them that i am a good guy. Eventually her friends stoped interfering with our relationship then her father wanted to put me in jail or something but that didn't stop us and pulled throug that too.
She ran away (middle of the relationship):
One night a receive a call from her father, he found out that i made some visits to her house while he wasn't home and started swaring me before i could respond. The next day i found out that she ran away and is now in a house for kids with no home. She was happy there no fake friends to tear us apart no abbusive dad she was truly better , this was somewhere around february so the pandemic hit us and she was not allowed to go outside until we get rid of the virus and the only way to talk with her was on video and text. After a couple of weeks i started to notice that she has changed becomimg colder through text i tried to talk to her like two grown ups but she told me that nothing is wrong and she still loves me i belived her but something was definetly wrong.
End of the relationship:
A few months in to the carantine and we grow apart from each other , she told me about his new female friends and some boy friends so of course i was worried and tried to explain: rather then cheat on me we could just END the relationship if she is not happy. she said no and that she is happy. After 3 months of missing each other we had a dete for the end of the carantine 15th of may wich was exactly on my bday soon after this news she wanted to take a break i said ok if that makes her happy but it was stil supposed to get on a date on 15th may So the date has arrived 15th of may my bday that she didn't now it is. I wanted to make her a surprise and be a special date and i didn't want a gift. but she still finds out somehow and she tells me a happy birthday and besides that a message and i quote "i will never forget you" and i was like , soo you break up with me .. and her answear was yes more kindly but it was a yes that was ok for me if she is not happy by my side i guess it was better just to end this after a month i see her with a new dude , a dude that she told me in april that are "just friends" and now i realise that is the reason for breaking u0 with me and soon after i found out that she had sex with him while being with my so yeah.. I FELL LIKE i MOVED ON after 3 months but stil...is a thing that i don't feel is right. I want a revange on this dude , should i just meet him and beat the crap out of him?
P.S. there is a lot of things that i left out so feel free to ask
TL:DR my gf cheated on me and break up with me on my bday , i understand her that she was not happy so it was okay but i still want to get revange on the guy should i just beat the shit out of him?
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leather handwraps BS 7 arc
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2020.08.06 03:04 bigheadxalex [store] kara lore fn .06 fade gloves MW full fade fade gloves FT bta fade kara doppler p3 .006 bfk blue steel WW stil tiger leather handwraps BS nav sapphire mogul gloves .22 bta letters

b/o in tb/pa arcs, looking for downgrades with overpay ty
kara lore fn .06 https://s1.cs.money/2pE79Xa_image.jpg 70 arcs
fade gloves MW full fade https://s1.cs.money/gkx3mas_image.jpg 70 arcs
fade gloves FT bta fade https://s1.cs.money/O6AP2Yj_image.jpg 26 arcs
kara doppler p3 .006 https://s1.cs.money/0BQxift_image.jpg 28 arcs
Navaja sapphire 25 arcs
leather handwraps BS 7 arc
stil tiger 11 arc
bfk blue steel WW 19 arc
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2020.08.05 20:37 bigheadxalex [store] kara lore fn .06 fade gloves MW full fade fade gloves FT bta fade kara doppler p3 .006 bfk blue steel WW stil tiger leather handwraps BS nav sapphire mogul gloves .22 bta letters

b/o in tb/pa arcs, looking for downgrades with overpay ty
kara lore fn .06 https://s1.cs.money/2pE79Xa_image.jpg 70 arcs
fade gloves MW full fade https://s1.cs.money/gkx3mas_image.jpg 70 arcs
fade gloves FT bta fade https://s1.cs.money/O6AP2Yj_image.jpg 26 arcs
kara doppler p3 .006 https://s1.cs.money/0BQxift_image.jpg 28 arcs
Navaja sapphire 25 arcs
leather handwraps BS 7 arc
stil tiger 11 arc
bfk blue steel WW 19 arc
mogul gloves .22 bta letters - https://s1.cs.money/y1YlzqX_image.jpg https://steamcommunity.com/tradeoffenew/?partner=404392792&token=oD-Uuajq
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